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hello. have we met before ?

Wed, 23 Jan 2008 14:16:07 GMT

Dear you,

It has been a year plus that I've managed to restrain myself from you. It has been sweet and hell all at the same time without you. A lot has happened. 2 semesters went by with flying colors. I graduated on a sunny day. I got a job at the twin towers. I am 2 years older. I got heartbroken. I grew stronger and wiser. I traveled alone to a foreign country and learn to be independent and in total control of myself. I managed to still and start keeping in touch with my great friends. I took up futsal again. Lost my kuku kaki again (twice).

I've missed you. Could we start all over again ?

Sincerely,
me.

cherish this !

Tue, 26 Sep 2006 08:12:13 GMT

guess this would be my last entry here.

don't ask me why, it's just because..

anyway xangans, you guys have been too kind and wonderful !

so, THANK YOU for the support,. it has been a blast here while it lasted !

keep on spreading the !~

::fahima salleh::

i **** it !

Sat, 16 Sep 2006 13:34:16 GMT

a lot of work, i hate it.

a new look, i love it !

::part1::

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 02:52:33 GMT

It has been too long, I know.

PGL was brilliant, yet again. And the guys made a BBQ at teluk batik on the same weekend, which was lovely. The weekend after I gave up my beloved S40, to accomodate for my useless brother. But I'll save up my rant once I'm home for the midsem break. For now, I'll just enjoy my new red baby ride.

O-yea, 1.6AT Satria NEO baybee. Thank you very much loving parents. Bless both of you. It's only 13 days old and the meter is already reaching 1000km. So, this weekend it'll be fit for it's first service. I have always wanted a Satria ever since forever as my first car. I had visions of its first makan (fuel refill), first time kene 'rogol' (washing), first 'lambai' (wiper usage) and blablabla. Hehe. Silly, I know,. but I always want to be there for the first of everything since it is my car la kan,.

Anyway, my friend who's studying in Indon came up to visit me the other day at UTP. She's actually the first 'friend' to come and visit me since my first year. Others has made numerous promises, but I guess the chance hasn't come yet for them to share my breathtaking union with me. :P Sangat breathtaking la kan.. Hehe. I don't blame you guys !

thanx feela for coming ! -nak tunjuk baby merah baru gak-hehe,.

Oh, convofair was last weekend. It was the most boring convofair, ever. I hope (prays hard) that mine wouldn't be as boring as this, which is InsyaAllah in August 2007. I still can't swallow the fact that I am now the senior, that I actually get irritated with juniors who doesn't gives us the respect, that I call ppl adik now, that I have FYP that's taking my youth days away !! damn,.

My BF says that I am paranoid. Mainly bcoz of my surroundings. And it's affecting our relationship big time. You see, ever since early 2006 there has been a LOT of break ups around me, especially amongst my close friends and family. I won't deny that I am paranoid, don't blame me - my family and friends are actually going through a very tough year. And I do get scared sometimes that I try to find an easy way out so that I won't have to face the complications. But he has been nothing but supportive and I thank God for being so lucky this time. We're still here, we survived, and will keep on fighting ! Ok, I just needed to say that. Hehe. I love my friends and family very very much too. Thank you.

Oh well, tomorrow's merdeka and I'm stuck in Tronoh due to the excessive work and tests next week. I think I might plan a road trip for the weekend in between the study sessions. Kuala Kangsar or Taiping ? But, there's been rumours of this santau/pukau whatsnots. Penang selamat ke ? Any suggestions ppl ? Nak roadtrip dlm negara sendri pun tak rase selamat. Ape la.

Ok, I have to run to class now. I'm late ! Don't forget to spread the ..

::voodoochild::

Back to square two,.

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 23:03:12 GMT

Finally, an entry.

I've been busy since day 1. Juggling with cleaning up the new place, my Final Report for my Internship, choosing topics for my Final Year Project (FYP), choosing a supervisor, choosing my major, going to classes, catching up with friends, have an active social life again. Damn, penat tau jadi student ni. I'm back at procrastinating my work, sleeping at 2, waking up at 9, or even having only 2 hours of sleep per day. But still, I enjoy this much much much more than working, obviously.

And for some reasons, I don't really miss work, or home, or KL, or the food. I prefer the laid back surroundings with the fresh green trees and the breezy winds and the monkeys across the road and also all the nasik lemaks here. Although, only the pak guards here are giving us a blardy hard time on campus, it doesn't affect me that much being the law abiding person I am. (Nerd !)

Still, I miss the people in KL tho'. My 2 fast growing rascals, my nagging parents, my .. siblings, my colleagues at work, my friends ! I miss them all. I'm planning to go back to KL only next weekend I guess coz I'm gonna watch PGL again with my housemates. This time, I think I'm gonna prepare a banner for dear RUZ ! Something like, ruzana gojas, I LOVE YOU ! ehehe. I'll work on it.

With all that work done above, I finally get to see my desk again today and slept so well last nite, that today I woke up at 7 but my class is at 12. So now, I could either go back to sleep again or just laze around and start following grey's anatomy series for real this time or just do nothing and have the best roti tampal for breakfast !

Oh yes, I love being a student again !

Spread the love.

::me::

To Do List

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 02:01:14 GMT

Wow, today I have visitors from NETHERLANDS !

Netherlands, yaaaa. My orangjeland.

Anyway, considering this would be my last week here (in the office/home/Kuala Lumpur) before going back to that hutanland, I have come out with a TO DO LIST ! Yipee,.

1. Sunway with me gurls
2. Chinese dinner with me parents
3. Karaoke with.. (unknown) sape nak join ?! JOM !
4. Chillis for me anniversary,. which is today - happy 17th months bear !
5. Dominos !!
6. Bowling seround dua ngan officemates (payback time,.)
7. Jumpe housemates yang tgh intern,. (if possible)
8. Genting with gadis2 pingitans ! (yes, yes,. hopefully kite dpt pegi !)
9. Shopping at OU/Ikea/Ikano/The Curve ~
10. Go for this ! hehe

Going back to UTP will mean a lot of things for me,.
- final year (gasp, i'm no longer 18!)
- projects
- more presentations,. (uwaaaaaaaaaa!)
- travel and living !
- my final yearrrrrrrrrrr as a legal categorized "student" - after this no more showing ID cards at places for discounts/privilege/priority/... !!!!

Yea, I feel bumped but I'm all excited at the same time. I'm gonna miss a lot of things back here too, but it's just a 2 hour drive back home anyway. So, I don't have much to complain about really. Just ngade2 je lebih

. Spread it !

::ecstatic::

Tough Luck

Thu, 06 Jul 2006 13:50:31 GMT

I was at a bullet train speed during my presentation, thus to conclude :

I SUCK AT PRESENTATIONS.

My worst nightmare for the 8 months is now over. Let's rhumbaa till the last day of my practical.

::nervous-wreck::

p/s : happy birthday to my housemate : ms. dynnnnnssss !! have a smashing 22 dear !

-Occupied-

Sun, 02 Jul 2006 03:19:22 GMT

I know it's been a while. It's gonna be a little while longer because I have "busy" written all over my forehead ! My presentation is due this Thursday and I'm dead nervous, because I have this "thaaang" about public talking and slides transitions and just standing there talking and talking with so many eyes locked on you ! Sheitzsterz,.

Oh and I've become one of those WC junkie as well. Staying up late, watching matches while discussing it with my girlfriends over MSN. Eating nachos. Cursing players and the ref. Going to work the next day with a big grin or the tak puas ati face. So,. Brazil - out, Argentina - out, England - out, Ukraine - out. Now we can see more dramas on the field with Portugal around. I hope they'll win, then everyone can hate them more. (I support/hate them bukan pasal ape, dorg yg kalahkan my orange team!) Haha. But semua pun European team yang make it to semifinals. Baik buat European Cup je. Read : Ima's talking about World Cup people ! ahahah. Double dratz !

So shower me with lucks people. Will be back to spread the soon.

::to the war field::

help,.

Sat, 24 Jun 2006 17:05:07 GMT

I feel light-headed : maybe becoz I lack my precious cutie sleep,.

I feel bloated : rasa perut banyak sangat angin, rase nak muntah !

I feel tired : slower weeks at work, + I cleaned up my room today, finally !

I feel weak : sudah malas hendak ke gym lagi.

I feel lonely : parents went off to Ipoh + nephew,. sister is on-call & brother haven't come back yet,. technically am home alone at the moment. Just with the bibik.

I feel sad : I just don't know why,. It's not becoz of the fact that I feel lonely. I actually managed to watch an almost complete Akademi Fantasia Concert for the 1st time since the season started. And my first complete World Cup game : Germans against Sweeds. Before this I was too tired to stay up for a full game. or I didn't enjoy sharing the tv with my dad and brother. So I don't know why I do feel sad at the moment

Maybe saya PMS.

I NEED A HUG,.

::huGsywuGsy::

p/s : On behalf of kak Ayu and family, thx for the support guys!! Unfortunately, lady luck wasn't on our side this time. The first flydol crown went to that model guy

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 11:50:11 GMT

hey everyone,

this entry is gonna a bit different from the others, cos first off, this is omar, n yea, i cracked eima's password, genius me. well i'm invading eima's blog tonite to thank everyone who voted for my sis for that flydol thing all of u must have heard of if u've been reading this lil girls blog. she really couldn't have gotten thru w/o all ur support, n to those who didn't vote, thanx also just for knowing she's there. but we're not finished yet.....

tomorrow's gonna be the 2nd round for the flydol finalists. to make it short, my sis will probably be on air at 8am-9am tomorrow, wednesday 21/6, for the morning show, then she'll be following the fly troopers(or wutver u call them) around for the day. n yea, there's gonna be voting again following tomorrow's stint, so if u wanna vote, it's jus like last time:

flydol<space>RAHAYU

n send to 33661

BUT, voting only starts tomorrow morning at 8am-12am midnite, so u got around 16 hours to vote. so for those of u who wanna vote, pls do, but if u dont, jus listen in if u would, but if u dont also, its ok, its good enuff u know that she's there. so thanx for ur time everyone, n spread the word pls, n pls votevotevote!!!

p/s : omar is so kodi kan ? haha. but pls do show your support ya ! and if you want to read more on the updates, you can always go here. THANK YOU SO MUCH everyone ! -Power To The People- , eimaeio